Ok, I'm a decent enough player, rated between 2190 -2250 FIDE for the past 5 to 6 years. I take my chess seriously and do well in most tournaments.
The thing is, I really like simple d-pawn openings. In particular the Torre and Trompowsky. I have no particular love for the Colle, London or Veresov, although I would consider the last two.
My trouble is mainly ideological - even though I like, understand, and feel comfortable, playing the Tromp/Torre, I have always limited my use of them (often just for a brief change of scenery, or specific opponent) and forced myself to play more mainstream openings. Its these openings that I play in any big tournament.
So, what I'm wondering is, and I ask this in knowledge that we know there are more testing openings out there and we are playing sound, but ultimately limited, variations......how do d-pawn specials players justify what they are doing? I want to be taken seriously, yet also to take myself seriously. I don't want to play deliberately substandard moves, yet I do want to play openings I'm comfortable with. I'm holding two contradictory thoughts in my head.
Must we, as d-pawn special players, adopt some kind of chess doublethink?
It troubles me, it really does.